Nobodyknows

nobody knowws :) yeaaap, bout this stuff ;p this thiing! i just hope my sister wont spread the news at school ! its horrible! its the worst thing ever happened to me, yes the WORST! ouh and yeah, i WONT tell anyone, nt even if they beg me and put on their sweetest faces ! maybe i'll , bt not now, its just nt the right time to tell this freaking bloody stuff to anyone, to anysoul alive, bcz it'll just make the matter worse. i need confirmation and i just hope wht they wish to happen wont happen, and wht i wish to happen,'ll happen. im tired of living like this. im floating in the middle of the ocean, and i dont know where to swim, i dont know how many minutes i have till i drown or second. i know u know how complicated this situation is, u know something'll happen bt u just dnt know how to gt out of there. yess,cmplicated huh? im tireeed! why ? why ? why ? this is why i hate my life, noone would want to understand this, nt even myself, bt why ? why me? why would this happen to a normal fifteen year old girl without strength and strongness in her heart? why do i have to cry at night , wishing and hoping miracles would happen and happily ever after ? nobody, nt even me could answer these questions, nt even the smartest soul alive? because its fate and only God knows the answers to my questions. *** and i thank u fr reading , its a mystery bt u wouldnt wanna know the truth; bcz the truth might hurts; and i thought u should lie if u want others to be happy? an advice frm me, lie when u have to ? FIN;