are u still u ?

or are u backing off, and giving up ? and leaving me with false hopes ? answer these, and i'll let u go, bt, were u hoping ? or u were doing those just to play along ? i cnt get these questions out of my mind, i tend to feel some hatred fr u and her, fr leaving me behind with questions tht even u have no answers fr them, i love u as much as i love him, and u never even tell me u did some stuff with her, or supposely, do some stuff with her, u still are, and hw could u !? iloveyou iloveyou and u never know hw much i love you, cz ur just another guy who will, in the end, break my heart, just like him, u dissappoint me, urghh, i have dreams and hope too, and u destroyed them all, urgh,ouh yeah, u win, u'll always do, cz i always lose, btw, i want ur confession, and i mean now. thnk u & fin ;