Wednesday, June 2, 2010

dealing with an addiction

i reallllyyy hope that idiot will read this message i wrote for him,
because, ive been missing that idiot for four months since the last time i had someone,
and ive been loving that dumbass since i laid my eyes on him,
that was four years back,
and i think hes a dumbass because hes so stupid that he cant see right through me,
though, he knows when im nt okayh,
when im lying,
when im hiding something,
when im thinking of something, 
when im being suspicious of him,

and he sees all those things, and unbelieveably,
he cant see that i friggin' bloody love him so much that it hurts even to hear his voice cz i know hes not mine, and will never be,

bye love
fin,