i dont know why,
ive been very very tremendously crazy about everything.
ouh fyi, im writing this while im crying,
yes, im being very absurd but life is not treating me right,
it never will,
and yes, life sucks big time,
and i want to commit suicide,
and no, im not joking,
im being very very very serious right now as this has gone too far,
far beyond my control,
i DO NOT wish for this kind of life,
and yes, ending my life is the only option i have,
not that i can choose, its just that i dont have other options,
HAA ! this is very emotional,
but hey, whats the use of having a blog when you dont spill eveything right ? (: