my instinct tells me that he does,
but after i did some calculation on the percentage of my chances,
i don't think, it will work,
because it never did.
and tell me, what should i do ? i mean, what can i do ?
im at hani's house,
seriously the cat just can't shut up, can he ?
haha, yeap, it is depressing,
btw, i don't know why, i just feel guilty for mentioning some of their names,
so i don't mention their names that much.
and oo-la-la,
i feel..posessive,
i feel jealous, and insecure, for they might get closer, and i'll just be someone "out of the picture" suddenly when i was the one who were supposed to be in the middle of them all,
okay,im not making any sense here,
but lets face it,
im a Loser,
shes right, you are pathetic for wanting a boyfriend,
i DO NOT want a boyfriend,
i want HIM :D :D :D
muahahaha ! (that was supposed to be a devil's evil laugh)
hee, so yeah, that makes me MORE pathetic,
btw, ladies,
you don't need a guy to live your life to the fullest,
because you are perfect just the way you are,
hehh, i can live with that, but im imperfect,
and the fact that everybody is, makes me less thankful.
*sigh*