i keep thinking about what to write, what to say,
what would people think of me, what would they do, what do i look like to them.
and what i fear the most, is what if im wrong ?
people tell me not to care what others might say, or what they might think,
but its a human nature to be concerned over little trivial things like that,
its like your life in jeopardy when you took a wrong turn in life,
for no particular reason, and for no illogical reason,
thats what i really think right now.
that they do not care anymore,
that im no longer the good friend,
sure, my innerself is telling me not to care, and it keeps repeating itself as often as i breathe,
but its not me, not to care. and im in a dilemma.
the hardest thing to do is making decisions,
and i suck at it.
so i have made up my mind, not to decide anything until the situation gets really bad (:written by the famous mrs bieber (: