Love is Pain

I do not know why I have to do ALL the chores ! This is SO not fair, my mum leave all the work to moi :( Best thing is, we're gonna go to Penang this afternoon, cool huh ? And guess what stupid thing I did last night ? I bloody texted him ! I knew I was drunk, hey, I don't drink. You know, doing things unconciously, without thinking about the consequences. Haih, I freaking TEXTED him ! WHAT THE HELL ? Urghhhh, despite all my attemp to ignore, I "sort of" said, I BLOODY MISS HIM. All my efforts to stay shut up and mind my own business just gone. It's like all this while, the walls I'm building, bricks by bricks, I just burnt them down or something, because going to the other side is more important. Saying I miss him seems like it can SAVE my life. Oh, I admit, a week without seeing him was suffocating, I couldn't even hold my breath. And now, I make myself look stupid. Okayh, I'm definitely blabbing away, I.SHOULD.STOP. Till then, bye (: