Monday, March 30, 2009

DarkChocolate

i woke up at 5.30am this morning, and ws like, "wth?" i laid my head on the pillows and slept :D and 6am i woke up and took a short bath, and then get ready to go to school. when i reached school, it ws already 7.15 am :| and yeah, school ws sleepy today :D:D i mean, i didnt gt enough sleep these days, and yeah, i dnt knw why, samuel kept saying "TARIK TALI" i DO NOT KNOW WHY! haha :D and worst day ever, cried a few times, no one ever seen me crying today. whtever. problems are clouding on my mind , and he added more probs, why should i love anysoul, cz theres no soul will love me back. and im crying here, right now, and nobody's lending me their shoulders huh? whtever happens, ill try not love anyone , sick of these crap. love hurts. he shouldnt ditched me like tht, im a human, 100% soo nt perfect, and i DO have feelings , u could say no bt in a proper way, nt like this, im angry mad and sad, bt who the hell will give a damn bout tht ? yeah, eveyone's blaming me again, whtever, im tired of ppl blaming me, im too immune to it, save me frm this hell, kill me if u have to. eating darkchocolate, bitter bt good, ByeFrNow