it hurts, a lot.

so, im bored, and i found something, no, i found out something, damn, wth is happening, wht are they trying to prove ? tht im a loser, i trust ppl easily ? why are they doing this ? i thought they could go on ? im hating this, im one of those losers ? im one of those maniacs ? they have nthg to do with us ? so, back off bfre this matter gets worse, or i'll commit suicide, im serious okayh, and to tht girl, u knew u would won, looong time ago. cnt chnge the facts, bt i have to face 'em. i know, im emo, who cares ? its nt like anyone would read this very lame blog. i tend to write EVERYTHING i want, yes, everything, bt ahaa, i learnt my lesson, a traumatic girl with problematic life, whtever, chiao