when the stars arent mine,

ouh, yeah, this post's gonna be a very emo one, cz im emoing, fr some reasons, err,want me to list them down, theres no need to; cz its too long and i just feel like crying, and writing down everything i want, bt i dnt think i'll do tht, u know hw traumatic i am, okayh, i deleted all the things i wrote, so this is the better one, okayh, we love you, ouh this has nthg to do with my family or anything, it has something to do with them, with those dudes over there, i know u guys have lots of up and down, bt still, solve this thing, hw i wish u guys will be as normal as u guys used to be, hw i love to see we hang out together and u'll always treat me a chicken burger, and why why it has to be me ? why the hell i have to go through this ? i thought we'll be better, i thought we ARE better than anyone else, i thought we own this world ? i thought we conquer all ? i thought with what we went through, we will learn ? when will i ever give up, cz u know im nt pretending, u know im head over heels, and the universe is nt tht big, and the sun is nt tht bright, and the moon wont shine, and the birds wont fly, and the clouds are grey, when ur still nt mine, wht am i crapping, ahha, i know myself better, OMIGOSH, why why why why why ! why! ? im soooooo gonna cry , ouh, i have to go study, u know im under lots of pressure, and i think my hair will turn grey in no time, sheesh, seriously, im emoing and just exit if u hate my post, its nt like i care, and i dnt have feelings at the moment, dnt say anything, cz i wont feel anything, and pleasee, please, brighten up my day, ouh yeah, where are u ? both of u ? seriously where are u ? we are worrying bout u , and u dont care, sheesh, and yeah, fr tht guy, pegi la, dota je ! *internet dah taak gila, ahaa. fin; im crying on the inside, like who the hell cares ? p/s ; When i'm with you I'll make every second count