hey,here i am again,
typing and grieving and moaning and lots of sighing,
this is very natural, especially for a very normal human being like me,
who has- frm wht ive seen and observed,
no special abilites nor superpowers,
or frm a VERY normal human's perspective,
i am good at nothing !
this is very acceptable fr me,
as im dumb and stupid,
but at the same time,
i feel sad,
because i dont have wht it takes to be with him,
to stay by his side,
to assure him tht everything's alright,
or to calm him down when he's angry,
or even to say, "hey, goodluck, i know u cn win (: "
these are very impossible,
NOW im crying,
urghhhh, stupid stupid weak human !
he has hotties, smarties sporties, wht else as normal girlfriends,
and well, on one fine day, one of them or maybe all, will be his special girlfriend !
waiiiiiiit, they are !
sheeshh !
I, well I, NURAZMINA BINTI AZMAN is not qualified AT ALL so, i think i better not think of tht and just think of jang geun-seuk (:
now that, tht name makes me smile, and this smile will wipe away the tears on my face,
i cant bear this any longer,
here i am complaining about my pathetic life, when i cn STUDY hard, make him proud, and be his number one,
but, i just cant endure this anymore,
this is tooooo much fr me to bear,
i am nt a vampire, who will not die if i jump off a cliff,
or a werewolf, who wil heal if i cut myself,
i will even die !
oh my, help me !
im at wits end,
he should not be the one i LOVE,
this is wrong !
so obviously wrong !
*sigh* life's hard, has anyone ever tell you tht,
that life is freaking hard,
and complicated,
that too, urghhh,
fin;