hell-ooo dearest ones,
ahaha, im sick of saying this,
and i know, u too, sick of reading this,
but i am really really tired of life,
the twist and turn of life are making me go insane,
or i cn say, i lost my mind already,
my goals in life, are going into the bin right at this moment,
im telling you,
my life has been turned 360degree,
and frm head to toe,
frm A to Z,
and even i dont know the reason to these changes,
well, i know, nobody ever realises im sort of a dif person now,
but i am,
i mean this in a bad way,
i dont finish up my hmwrk,
this attitude of mine hs been dragging from form 1,
i dont pass up my books,
well duhh, if u dont finish up ur hmwrk, hw the hell are u going to pass up ur books ?
and then, im a dumbshit who has lost all my stamina,
because ive been eating a lot,
and i dont exercise frequently,
now tell me,
wht do i do to be useful to myself, my family, my friends, my school, my teachers or even my adopted pets ?
im nt smart, im nt athletic, i dont have a figure to die for, more like a figure tht is dying,
teachers dont like me, and my friends, well, my friends are my friends, and my crushes dont even look at me -.-
or that guy, well tht guy is being nice, reallllyyyy nice,
idk why, he told me his fav team lost last night,
and i ws like, urkk, there ws a game last night ? :D
he is giving me hopes,
so i think he shoulddd realllyyy stop doing tht,
urk doing wht ?
making me go goo-goo ovr the times we had,
but i like him this way,
and idk why i trust hiiiiim verrryyy much,
but its just tht i feel tht i cn depend on him (:
haha, stupid ! i know, but theres just no one, get me like he does,
hes my only, my only one :D:D
*lyrics of the song my only one frm yellowcard (;
ouh back to the main topic,
why my life is different now,
urmm, i have alot of neww friends,
and they aree sooo friendly, i wonder why,
and then theres my classmates,
they are sometimess pissing me off,
but hey, they dont even wish to be in the same class with me either,
haihzz, *sigh*sigh*
i hope i cn chnge this stinkydunklife as soooon as posibble,
and and and, my crush ?
well i saw him today !
and like everyotherday, he doesnt see me the way i see him (;
fin babyy;