Friday, April 2, 2010

oh!

aloha, AHAHAHA,
i really have to learn hw to greet appropriately,
heee, im telling about my weekend,
so i did nthg interesting on saturday,
just a plain boring saturday,
and sunday,well,
my dad brought 2dozens of big apple donuts,
nyummy aiteee ? ;p
this is why im fat dadddyyy !
HAHA :D:D:D
i went to mpsj,
saw faiz (:
haahaa, i jogged fr 5 rounds,
nt very satisfying,
but at least i went, right (:
so thts something,
ouh,
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHURGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
and why am i saying urgh,
this is because i cant stop thinking of him,
this is suicidal,
haihz, i will go crazy by tomorrow,
darliiing, help me,
help help help help help ! i think i need to do something like run on a runningmill,
or go skip-rope,
or do some pushups,
or some pumping,
cn i curse ?
curse to myself ?
-.-
haha, URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
im obviously gonna broke my knuckles if i dont loosen my fist!
now, tell me whos gonna be hurt ?
tell me who should i blame ?
tell me who will suffer ?
tell me who will have a heart-ache ?
and tell me who will, listen to love songs and curse them ?

the answers are right in frnt of my eyes,
because i know i will gt hurt,
i should blame myself,
im the one who will suffer badly,
i will have a heart-ache,
and i listen to lovesongs and curse them !

idk why im falling so quickly,
but theres just no one to catch me later,
let me die,

fin