still standing

Oceans apart, day after day And I slowly go insane I hear your voice, on the line But it doesn't stop the pain If I see you next to never how can we say forever Wherever you go, whatever you do I will be right here, waiting for you Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I took for granted, all The times That I thought would last somehow I hear the laughter, I taste the tears But I can't get near you now Oh can't you see it baby, You've got me going crazy I wonder how we can survive, this romance But in the end if I'm with you, I'll take the chance Oh you can't see it baby You've got me going crazy *** goshhhh, im all cheesy now, haha i loveeeeeee this fantastic song ! btw, the same old phrase, I HATE LIFE, its hard, its painful and trying to gt through everyday hurts every bit of my heart ! so i cnt allow tht to happen, so i decide to commit suicide, ouh, im planning to buy a veryvery sharp knife, so tht i wont torture my soul, and im going to die at 10th of sep 2009, so, walaaa, go buy something fancy, fr my funeral. wear something colourful, and ouh some cocacola and rootbeers, cheers, u guys are celebrating my death nways, so, HAVE FUN ON MY FUNERAL ! let me rest in peace, and ouh, u wanna watch me die ? no u cant, im keeping it as a secret (: I WANT TO DIEEEE ! pmr everybody my mind my heart you and you are killing me ! so why cnt i just die straightaway thn having me being tortured like this ? WHY WHY WHY !? ouh gosh, ouh compose a good song fr me, by then, i'll get ready the equipments to commit suicide, as planned ! am i crapping ? :D haha thnk u;