dear honey, im a B

ouuh, im a size B or C farah&syark ! okaayh, btw, thaaank youu fikri, sayaang gilaa u :D:D HAHA, gaah, ingtkaan apaa la -.-" lambaat lagii kooot ! ahaa, and ouh, ive been thinking lately, tht i cnt let my sadness takes cotrol of me, soo, im in need of chocs, and im getting fatter and fatter everyday, and my mum, no one else but my mum, will say, "yeaah go eat more choc, u wanna get fat huh ! ?" and i'll always say, " takpee" deep down inside, i DO NOT want to get fat, my friends used to say tht i have a slim figure, yada yada, bt the truth is, i have a round bumpy tummy, bt still , i love hw i used to be, nowww ! im just a fat girl trying to fit in a jeans of a size of 24 ! haihz, yeaah, im in denial, i cnt face the fact, its humiliating to have this big of a tummy, but, do i have a choice, I VOWED TO MYSELF IN THE NAME OF MY BELOVED ONES THAT I WILL GET FIT AND SLIM DOWN AFTER PMR ! (: and yeah, one more thing, i HATE pmr ! i gt goosebumps when i think about it ! i want a DSLR ! pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase, fr the examiners who will mark my answer sheets, pleasee let me pass PMR with flying colours, i DO NOT want to humiliate my family, especially my mum ! :( okayh, whtever, see ? im in denial ! and ouh, i love you and i hope, just hope, tht u too will remember just like hw he remembers, my life is full of regrets, i donot want to add more of tasteless regrets to my life, i HAVE to start studying ! :( :( azminaaa ! go go chaiyoook ! thnk u & fin;